Thanksgiving, Xmas New year Eve

It is a fact,

Thanksgiving, Xmas, New Year Eve are the moments everyone's waiting all year

It's family time, we gather, we pray, we eat, we laugh, we exchange gifts, we play, we dance, we kiss, we hug

That's great !

But this year I feel sad, I'm not in the mood for all of this

This year has been bad...not for me...I'm the lucky one even with a long and bad condition of health I'm the lucky one

But as I'm looking back at the news, and all I can remember of this year is bad news :Child assassination, chemical weapons against unarmed population, gun shots on innocent kids and people, kidnapping, typhoons, hurrican, floods, famines, well there are a lot ... and there are always been this way...Probably..

But I just can't sit there and eat a Festin as if everything is ok... but it is just me... It is just the way I feel..and I had to say it.